queen tyranny

like a badger you are,
tormented in your dreams.
an illusion of grandeur
behind it, your screams.

a lashing of words
you tear out the soul,
remorseful and bitter
its taken its toll.

reduced down to nothing
what does one hold?
once a fresh face
now just beaten and old.

your the victim turned bully
and clawed out his eyes
righteous in your anger
a schizophrenic compromise.

your son, no less a victim
of your beastly torment
death seemed better to him
to answer your lament.

i see you marissa
your pretty little face
it never fooled me
your smile cannot erase.

your soul boiled over
the first day we met.
i felt your anger
and your lack of regret.

you berate your son
like a tyrannical queen
your lack of empathy
is vulgar and obscene.

everyone sees you
but you’re too proud to know
your are the emperor
walking around without clothes.

your only perfection
is beating up the forlorn
you prey upon victims
their light is your scorn.

blood dripping from your lips
you blackmail the weak,
to keep you a secret
and all your deceit.

sick, sick, marissa.
you ruined your own reputation
you are a fool to be had
in your deceptive mutilations.

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the devils of black and white

i was looking for someone willing
to learn to get a long.
instead of just stealing
my attention from their wrong.

the devils of black and white
dance in everyone’s eyes
but i needed past that delight
someone that could realize.

in a world where nothing is straight
a place to come together
a weaving of our weight
one against the other.

you are biased about your feelings
indeed just the one i need.
someone just a little daring,
to go beyond their own strategy.

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touch me

when you touch me
i’m dragged backwards in time.
a place of safety and
freedom, when they used to combine.

a fight with my automatic response
to jerk away from human touch,
from days that still haunt
but god i need you so much.

i want to turn to you
and hold your face in my gaze
to fall into those eyes of yours
to never forget these days.

days you made me feel
grounded like the oaks.
days where love made sense
and i wasn’t forsaken in my hope.

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hollow

my body swells.
an attempt to explode,
at all that crashes beneath
of which has made me erode.

pain.

a struggle to let go
of all thats in me.
a war to express this pain i know
through all of my tragedy.

no words. no sounds.
nothing striking to allow
the binds to unbound
all within just becomes hollow.

pain.

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zombies

the lies that clothe your body
the scars that seal your eyes
walking through life, lifeless
as if some sort of compromise.

a tantalizing secret
a scent of a beautiful domain
razor sharp teeth
to protect you from the pain.

a chance to live forever
in the moments of today
starving for affection
you do whatever they say.

the battle is already won
they’ve taken over your mind
your choices are not freedom
if you continually fall in line.

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